July 2012
69 posts
I think
rockandrollhudson:
lostsamevans:
rockandrollhudson:
Mercedes broke.
She just needs love and help.
Give it to her. She needs it more from you then anyone else.
I know. And I’m willing to give it to her. She needs it from you, too. You’re the father of her baby.
Phone Call | Samcedes
Sam: I can try. I'm not perfect, nor am I Dr. Fix-It. I can't make everything alright. I can help you, but only if you open up. I love you, too, more than you know.
Mercedes: I know that, but I still need some help. I know I have to do it all on my own and stuff I just need you here with me. Not having you around kills me.
Sam: I'm here. I'm sorry I was gone for so long. I never meant to hurt you.
I think
rockandrollhudson:
Mercedes broke.
She just needs love and help.
Phone Call | Samcedes
Sam: Dont try to take on everything at once or by yourself. There are many of us who want to be there with you, but you can't be afraid to let us. I remember when we first met. You wore this sexy little dress and a huge smile and you were confident. You intrigued me. You have to get that confidence back...that faith. You have to prove not only every fucker that did you dirty wronh, but you have to price yourself wrong. You are anything but a failure, baby.
Mercedes: I love you so much. Can you help me? Can you help me find that girl again?
Sam: I can try. I'm not perfect, nor am I Dr. Fix-It. I can't make everything alright. I can help you, but only if you open up. I love you, too, more than you know.
Phone Call | Samcedes
Sam: Because I love you, Mercedes! I fucking love you! Why dont you understand that? When you love someone you fight for them, which is what I've done. I never said you make things hard for me. If I couldn't bear being with you, I would've never come back.
Mercedes: I'm sorry. I love you too. I really do. I know I suck at showing it. I don't know what I'm doing anymore Sam. I feel like everything is falling apart and I'm trying to keep everything together, but I feel like I'm failing.
Sam: Dont try to take on everything at once or by yourself. There are many of us who want to be there with you, but you can't be afraid to let us. I remember when we first met. You wore this sexy little dress and a huge smile and you were confident. You intrigued me. You have to get that confidence back...that faith. You have to prove not only every fucker that did you dirty wronh, but you have to price yourself wrong. You are anything but a failure, baby.
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Phone Call | Samcedes
Sam: Since the first day I met you I have tried to show you that you are beautiful. That you are loved. You are the one that pushed me away. I left to give you space that you wanted. If I had known you were going to have the baby, I wouldn't have left, and you know that. When have I ever made you feel otherwise? When have I ever given you a reason not to trust me? I have fought so hard for you, for us. I have never felt for someone like I've felt for you. But somehow I'm still not good enough.
Mercedes: Then why are you still with me if I just make things hard for you? If you have to fight so hard then what's the point?
Sam: Because I love you, Mercedes! I fucking love you! Why dont you understand that? When you love someone you fight for them, which is what I've done. I never said you make things hard for me. If I couldn't bear being with you, I would've never come back.
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Phone Call | Samcedes
Mercedes: Right now I don't know what to say to you Sam. If that's how you feel then maybe we shouldn't be together. Maybe it will be best to just let it go. Right now my main concern is making sure Camryn continues fighting. I have to leave him and it's killing me. I had needed you, but you weren't here. I had wanted you so badly, but you were nowhere to be found. How am I suppose to believe in you, when you weren't here when I needed you most?
Sam: Since the first day I met you I have tried to show you that you are beautiful. That you are loved. You are the one that pushed me away. I left to give you space that you wanted. If I had known you were going to have the baby, I wouldn't have left, and you know that. When have I ever made you feel otherwise? When have I ever given you a reason not to trust me? I have fought so hard for you, for us. I have never felt for someone like I've felt for you. But somehow I'm still not good enough.
Phone Call | Samcedes
Sam: Mercy, please talk to me.
Mercedes: What do you want me to say Sam?
Sam: Something. Anything! You never say anything but you want to feel loved, but you push me away when I'm trying to do that. How do you think that makes me feel? When I am there you act like you don't want me to be, and when I'm not, I'm the bad guy.
Phone Call | Samcedes
Sam: I'm so, so sorry. I needed to get away and clear my head. I felt like I was only making things worse. Them some stuff came up... I just... I needed to leave before I make everything more fucked up them they already were. But somehow I ended up doing just that.
Mercedes: Okay.
Sam: Mercy, please talk to me.
Phone Call | Samcedes
Sam: He's a fighter...just like his mother. So... What's been going on? What's wrong?
Mercedes: That's what everyone says. What hasn't been going on? You've been gone for weeks do you expect nothing to be wrong.
Sam: I'm so, so sorry. I needed to get away and clear my head. I felt like I was only making things worse. Them some stuff came up... I just... I needed to leave before I make everything more fucked up them they already were. But somehow I ended up doing just that.
Phone Call | Samcedes
Sam: Hey, Mercy. How are you?
Mercedes: Hey Sam. I'm...Okay I guess. You?
Sam: Living. How's the little guy doing?
Mercedes: He's fighting.
Sam: He's a fighter...just like his mother. So... What's been going on? What's wrong?
Phone Call | Samcedes
Sam: Hey, Mercy. How are you?
Mercedes: Hey Sam. I'm...Okay I guess. You?
Sam: Living. How's the little guy doing?
Phone Call | Samcedes
Sam: *dials her hospital room*
Mercedes: ~picks up phone~ Hello.
Sam: Hey, Mercy. How are you?
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Phone Call | Samcedes
Sam: *dials her hospital room*
allbymyself-rachel:
lostsamevans:
I’ll do anything I can to get back what we had.
Just be there and show her you love her.
Do you…do you think she still loves me? I mean I know it’s going to take some time for us to get back to where we were, and that’s if she takes me back. But you don’t think she hates me?
I don't think newborns are supposed to see grown...
grainsofsugar:
lostsamevans:
I guess so. It would’ve meant a lot to Mercy, though. I promised I would be there through it all…and I missed one of the most important days of her life, of Camryn’s life.
Yeah. But she wasn’t alone! Finn was there with her and Rachel has been there for her and I guess I’ve tried to help….. I’m sure you had your reasons for not being around.
I had a reason,...
allbymyself-rachel:
lostsamevans:
Beautiful. I just wish I was there when he was born. I feel like such an ass for letting Mercy down, ya know?
You’re there now, that’s all that matters. But I get it. Just remind her that you aren’t going anywhere.
I’ll do anything I can to get back what we had.
I don't think newborns are supposed to see grown...
grainsofsugar:
lostsamevans:
Yea, he is. I just can’t believe he’s here…and I wasn’t there.
Yeah….. it’ll be okay though! All he’ll remember is that you were there after.
I guess so. It would’ve meant a lot to Mercy, though. I promised I would be there through it all…and I missed one of the most important days of her life, of Camryn’s life.
allbymyself-rachel:
lostsamevans:
Yea.. I’m just really… really happy I got to see Mercedes and Camryn.
He’s gorgeous isn’t he? I’m glad you got to see them too.
Beautiful. I just wish I was there when he was born. I feel like such an ass for letting Mercy down, ya know?
I don't think newborns are supposed to see grown...
grainsofsugar:
I don’t think they mind! He’s beautiful, isn’t he?
Yea, he is. I just can’t believe he’s here…and I wasn’t there.
allbymyself-rachel replied to your post: I don’t think newborns are supposed to see grown men cry…
It’s normal… Are you okay, Sam?
Yea.. I’m just really… really happy I got to see Mercedes and Camryn.
Today..
icantempathize:
I’m going to chill and not give anyone hell.
But then you won’t be Santana.
I don't think newborns are supposed to see grown...
That feeling when you're not trusted...
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
Can I come tonight and stay? Ya know, to relieve Finn.
Yeah you can. I’ll have Finn go somewhere else for the night.
Great. I’ll see you in a little bit.
That feeling when you're not trusted...
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
When are you free?
I’m always free pretty much.
Can I come tonight and stay? Ya know, to relieve Finn.
That feeling when you're not trusted...
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
I dont want to come until you feel ready. I can tell you aren’t and I dont want you to feel uncomfortable around me.
Please come.
When are you free?
That feeling when you're not trusted...
lonelycedes:
You can come see us whenever you want.
I dont want to come until you feel ready. I can tell you aren’t and I dont want you to feel uncomfortable around me.
That feeling when you're not trusted...
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Hey, uh, wassup?
self-hating-dancer:
lostsamevans:
self-hating-dancer:
Oh wow, did you manage to get your thoughts together and such?
Somewhat. There was something missing while I was gone. I came back as soon as I realized what it was.
You mean Mercedes?
Yea… As much as she pushed me away, it was hard to stay away for so long, but I knew if I didn’t get away to think things over I would...
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Hey, uh, wassup?
self-hating-dancer:
lostsamevans:
self-hating-dancer:
Where have you been hiding yourself?
I actually left the center for a while. I needed to get away. I was driving myself crazy.
Oh wow, did you manage to get your thoughts together and such?
Somewhat. There was something missing while I was gone. I came back as soon as I realized what it was.
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Hey, uh, wassup?
self-hating-dancer:
lostsamevans:
self-hating-dancer:
How’s everything with Mercedes? Yeah, I’m doing okay, could be worse.
I don’t know…I haven’t seen her since I got back.
Where have you been hiding yourself?
I actually left the center for a while. I needed to get away. I was driving myself crazy.
Hey, uh, wassup?
self-hating-dancer:
lostsamevans:
self-hating-dancer:
Hey Sam! Long time, no see. How are you?
Hey Tina! I’m better I guess. How about you?
How’s everything with Mercedes? Yeah, I’m doing okay, could be worse.
I don’t know…I haven’t seen her since I got back.
grainsofsugar:
lostsamevans:
Yea, I heard…
Have you been to see them yet?
No. I would love to, but don’t think she really wants to see me right now. I really screwed up.
grainsofsugar replied to your post: Hey, uh, wassup?
Other than Mercedes having her baby…. not much.
Yea, I heard…
Hey, uh, wassup?
self-hating-dancer:
Hey Sam! Long time, no see. How are you?
Hey Tina! I’m better I guess. How about you?
Hey, uh, wassup?
rockandrollhudson:
lostsamevans:
Fuck you.
At least she is willing to talk to me and not blaming me for all this shit.
Can you please leave me alone?
rockandrollhudson:
lostsamevans:
We wouldn’t be in this mess if it weren’t for you, you ass!
Blame me all you want, but your actions are all on you.
Fuck you.
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Anonymous asked: She doesn't deserve you.
rockandrollhudson:
lostsamevans:
Totally not in the mood for your shit right now, Finn.
Just stating the truth. You are the one being an idiot and driving her away.
We wouldn’t be in this mess if it weren’t for you, you ass!
borderlineblaine:
lostsamevans:
This shit sucks.
Yup. Pretty much. The club won’t make you feel that much better either. We’re all pretty screwed. But hey, at least you won’t have to be alone in feeling crappy.
Eh, if you say so.
rockandrollhudson:
lostsamevans:
I can never get anything right.
Because you are an idiot.
Totally not in the mood for your shit right now, Finn.
Mercy,
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
It’s a simple question, Mercedes.
That I don’t want to talk about right now.
Fine… When you’re ready to talk you know how to find me.
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Anonymous asked: Please don't leave her... she loves you... is just that she need time to herself... please don't leave her.
Mercy,
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
Do you still want this relationship?
I don’t want to talk about this right now.
It’s a simple question, Mercedes.
Mercy,
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
I told you from the very beginning I was here for you, yet you push me away and say you want everyone to leave you alone. I don’t know what you want from me.
I want nothing.
Do you still want this relationship?
