May 2012
69 posts
I've been throwing up all day today...
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
You okay, babe? Do you need anything?
I’m fine. I don’t really eat much and I’m making myself sick. No I’m fine.
Are you sure? Do you need to see someone?
I've been throwing up all day today...
lonelycedes:
I should probably actually eat more, so then I won’t be getting sick so much.
You okay, babe? Do you need anything?
April 2012
208 posts
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
As hard as you try, you’ll never forget.
I know…I just wished I could though…I mean it’s either I will never have any or if I do get pregnant it will be a very complicated one….I just….I don’t know what to do Sam…I’m scared.
I know you’re scared. Hell, I would be, too. But you are stronger than you than you think, Mercy. Don’t think of it as a defeat...
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
But that won’t help you heal.
Can’t I just forget it all?
As hard as you try, you’ll never forget.
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
Because I’m distracting you.
Maybe I need to be distracted.
But that won’t help you heal.
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans replied to your post: Is that a good thing…?
I’m sorry…
Why are you sorry?
Because I’m distracting you.
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
Not at all, babe. I think you have officially turned me into an ass man. ;)
Well then. It is all yours.
Mmm…I like the sound of that.
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
I told you I love your ass.
I just…I guess I thought you were joking.
Not at all, babe. I think you have officially turned me into an ass man. ;)
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
What can I say? Your ass is a beautiful thing.
I…well I um..Thank you…I don’t think anyone has ever said that to me before.
I told you I love your ass.
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Anonymous asked: what attracts you to mercedes?
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
Please? Closing yourself off will only make matters worse. We’ve made so much progress together. Don’t make yourself regret it by taking 10 steps backwards. I care about you too much to just let you be by yourself. If you feel like you need to cry you have me. I’ll even be your human punching bag.
I just…Can you come hold me please?
Here I come, baby.
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Anonymous asked: Do u love mercedes?
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
Just don’t close yourself off from us. I don’t know that actually, but I have faith and hoping for the best. You’re young. Maybe the timing is not right.
I can’t make any promises on that one. I’ll try not to, but knowing me I will close myself off. It seems the timing is never right for me.
Please? Closing yourself off will only make matters worse. We’ve...
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
I’m here. We’re going to get through this together, and some time from now you’re going to be holding a beautiful baby in your arms.
I truly do hope you are here. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry forever. How do you know that? What if I never do?
Just don’t close yourself off from us. I don’t know that actually, but I have faith and hoping...
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
Baby I…I’m so sorry. Are they sure there is nothing they can do? There has to be something.
I…I don’t know I just…I don’t know what to do…I’ve always wanted to have kids…I just…It all sucks right now…I just want to cry forever.
I’m here. We’re going to get through this together, and some time from now you’re going to be holding a beautiful baby...
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
Don’t. Don’t lie to me, Mercedes. I asked you before and you said nothing, but now you’re talking about having a breakdown. What is going on?
I…its just…fine…I went to the doctors today to get a check up and…and….I can’t have kids…well it’s pretty much impossible for me to have any and…I’ve always wanted some and to hear that…I just…I can’t….
Baby...
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
What’s going on?
I…nothing…I’m just enjoying a nice pig out session in the kitchen.
Don’t. Don’t lie to me, Mercedes. I asked you before and you said nothing, but now you’re talking about having a breakdown. What is going on?
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
Okay. I believe you.
I’m glad you do.
You know if something happens you can tell, though.
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
Mercedes, don’t lie to me. If something is wrong please tell me. I promise not to freak out or anything.
Nothing is wrong.
Okay. I believe you.
Rachel and Noah,
nevergoodenoughnoah:
lostsamevans:
Congrats! I wish you the best of luck with your family.
Not used to people calling me that..but Rachel.
It’s ok..but thanks.
Oh, sorry man. Puck, right?
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans replied to your post: I’m hyper!
Worried for tomorrow? What’s tomorrow?
It’s uh nothing, nothing at all.
Mercedes, don’t lie to me. If something is wrong please tell me. I promise not to freak out or anything.
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Cuddles & Confessions |Samcedes|
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
When she sucked harder, he grunted, feeling the telltale sign of his climax approaching. “Ugh, I’m about to come…” Biting down hard on his lip, his hips jerked as he started to cum in her mouth. “Fuck!” he cursed, as he slumped back on the bed, his breathing labored. When he got his breathing under control, he quickly pulled her up into a heated kiss, before flipping...
Rachel and Noah,
Congrats! I wish you the best of luck with your family.
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Anonymous asked: Shaved or natural?
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Anonymous asked: Do you think Mercedes loves you?
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Anonymous asked: You and Mercedes are cute. Love this RP. xD
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Cuddles & Confessions |Samcedes|
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
It seemed as though Mercedes knew everything Sam liked. The way she teased and pleased him was just right. She didn’t make him feel dirty and cheap. Just watching her work was a turn on. Feeling his control starting to slip, he bit down hard on his bottom lip, his hips straining, trying not to thrust up into her mouth. He released his hold on the sheets with one...
Well...Today was...interesting I guess...
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
Oh, how did that go?
I don’t know. She is getting remarried and I’m not allowed to go. She is moving to somewhere I can’t know where. Pretty much she has finished cutting me from her life.
Aw, baby, I’m so sorry. Are you okay?
Well...Today was...interesting I guess...
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
How so?
My mom came for her visit today.
Oh, how did that go?
Well...Today was...interesting I guess...
How so?
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Cuddles & Confessions |Samcedes|
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
“Same here.” he said bringing theirs hands to his lips. “Got that right, sexy.” he said cockily, before removing his hands from her pants and slapping it. “Tease me all you want. I got something coming for that ass. You just wait.” Sitting up on his elbows, he watched as she took him in her hand again, his hardness twitching in the process. Watching her wrap her lips...
beautifulblackbravebird asked: I just finished reading OR and CC and had to bless your cows! This is just outstanding. Both Paras just held my attention - those backstories damn near broke my heart and I look forward to seeing where you go with them =D
I seem to have some new followers. Hey, I'm Sam.
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
Yea, sure.
Thanks…I just want to be in your arms right now.
I love having you in my arms.
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
Can we cuddle tonight?
Yea, sure.
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lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
With all my heart.
I believe you.
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lonelycedes:
lostsamevans replied to your post: ~Sam Evans
I’m here and I’ll wait forever for you.
Do you truly mean that?
With all my heart.
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
Don’t..don’t say that.
Why not…You probably do deserve someone way better….
Mercy, please…
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Mercedes,
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I know you feel like you aren’t good enough. Listen to me when I say you are amazing. I need you to see that. I understand your past wasn’t the best; mine wasn’t either. I think that’s partially why we could be great together. We get each other. There is a connection between us, not only physically, but emotionally as well. You make me feel like a man, Mercedes....
lonelycedes:
lostsamevans:
I know you’re not. You don’t have to hide from me, Mercedes. I want to be there for you.
I’m trying. I just…I don’t know what you want from me…I mean…maybe you do deserve someone better then me…someone who is all happy and will be able to fully appreciate all the amazing things you do.
Don’t..don’t say that.
